I did not write – I didn’t want to.  I used to write to get stuff out but over the last year I have found ways to cope with myself and my “feelings”.  I want to explain it all, starting from the time I went and saw my family doctor and got on a medication for my anxiety.  But, today is just a warm up – thanks to Nicole for admitting she hasn’t blogged either (maybe if I do, she will).  Welcome 2011