For the last two days I have been spotting.  And it has been getting heavier and heavier.  I am starting to freak out a little ( a lot).  I called the doctor this morning and left a message.  Here is the test of the office – will they get me in?  If they don’t, I am for sure going to find another office.  All those old emotions are starting to well up again.  I am almost for sure that if we miscarry again, it is adoption from here on out.  How many times must one person go through that? So wish us luck that it nothing and the doctor takes me seriously and gets me in today!